I am married to the most beautiful, wonderful, caring, loving, compassionate and honest woman in the world. Sometimes I forget to tell her, there is no particular reason why I forget other than being an idiot! Now I dont really believe that I am an idiot, but just the small thing of not telling Carla how much I love her is idiotic. Not telling her how beautiful she is or how much I think of her is asinine. God has given me the most precious gift that he could give me, and I consistantily, through my own stupidity, screw it up. A lot of people think that our kids are Gods greatest gift, but I believe that it is our spouse. I believe that our kids are a close second, but when they are grown and gone and hopefully with spouses and kids of thier own, then we are just left with each other and the love that we nourish now. Carla, I'm sorry for being such a butthead. I love you darling and I always will!
